him.

been feeling very stress lately
school is starting.
excited yet scared.
but its not school that i am stress about.
its him. its time.

i feel that time is slipping away like sand through your fingers
fast.
i've got 2 months and 9 days before his enlistment
seems long, but its NOT!
i don't think i have sufficient time to understand what he is thinking

i think i have said it plenty of time
"I SERIOUSLY DON"T KNOW WHAT THE HELL HE IS THINKING"
how can i change things between us when i am so unsure about it?!
how can i do it ?!

he is not any ordinary guy
he is deep
he is quiet
he is an absolute introvert.

they say opposites attract.
and its so true.
he is everything that i am not.
i am everything that he is not.
how can someone of two different world come together
i don't know.
but we have something in common
we are both quiet when we are together.
HAHA.

seriously, last friday night its was the quietest time i ever had.
it broke my record of the least number of words exchange in a period of time
i think if ihadn't asked him or said anything, it would be a mime.
how can someone be so quiet.
silence is something very scary.

he is someone whom i think is very charismatic.
he isn't exactly the typical good looking guy
but there is something in him that i fell for - charisma.
he is discipline - VERY.
which i find it very rare in guys.
he is very "classy"
whatever is on him looks like it is worth more than a 100 bucks
he is "stable"
not financially, but the overall feel.
he's got a wicked sense of humour - occassionally
its very very rare that he would say somethig funny
i'm always the clown
he is mature
too mature for his age i think
he thinks alot - too much
i am childish.
he is clever - in some ways
he knows alot of stuff that i don't know
yeah, i am dumb.
but academically i am the good one.

the more i say the more i think he is so great.
i think i am going crazy over me.
its like May going crazy over yida.
haha...

i just like everything about him
but what does he like about me?
probably none.

ps: 天上一萬顆星星 我卻只看見你 要說這是幸運 還是不可思議; 身邊有太多風景 我卻停在這里說我傻的可以 還不是因為你