Powerhouse @ St James

ystd night was crazy!
it was fun and really high.
i am gonna be addicted to it.
Gimme More!!


Powerhouse. the songs they spin are nice!


nelson. nic. aili (the rest at not in picutre)


aili. me in my new haircut


and i had a pimple. (so prominent)


the girls. my stiff expression is the result of numb toes and achy muscles


meixi. me


eunice. me on the dancefloor


shake shake shake those booties!!
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i experience what it is like to be in hell and heaven in a day

i took everything for granted
reverting to the old way of life is so difficult now
the past seems so far,
but its creeping back soon and i will loose everything overnight.
those fears are coming true.

this is reality,
unveiling itself right before my own eyes.

droppings

soaking up in this atmosphere of joy and laughter

having the urge to spurge
but somehow i cannot make up my mind on what to buy

47hr more to go
and we usher in the new year...
its seems like ystd when we welcomed 2007 with high hopes and great expectations that it will be a great year,
and now we are going to say goodbye to it.
many things happened in 2007,
happy, sad, fear, anger and worries,
i had them all,
nonetheless it was still a great year.
its scary how fast time flies,
and i am going to be a year older.
RAH!!!

... I try to see the good in life, but good things in life are hard to find...

paid

i've got my pay!
and its going to be gone before i know it...
PSP or NDSL?
Shld i buy that Sony DigiCam?
Rah... no more money.

need to see the Programme Director next year (2nd Jan)
oh gawd. it makes me nervous

mummy says i should make use of the time i have before school starts to clean up my pig sty. haha
which i agreed without any arguing
becos' its darn messy and everything i need is hidden under a pile of papers
i am so disorganise!

May darling,
we should meet and do some serious shopping!! Date me!
Jas honey,
time to meet too...
i owe them very belated birthday pressies...
and to all my other babes,
i miss ya!
its time to socialise and spend big bucks enjoying life.
muhaha

will post photos soon.
promise.

how can a broken heart survive?

counting down in process

Hohoho!
Merry Xmas!
spent my night at home with my new Samsung LCD TV!
eh... not a very nice way but its not that bad either.

went for company's year end celebration at vivo earlier in the day.
had some games and luck draw.
got lucky enough to get a 20 bucks Cold Storage voucher
can do some grocceries shopping with that voucher and probably get a turkey too!
HAHA.
some luck... *roll eyes*
watched National Treasure: Books of Secret after that,
and its a really nice show.

anyway, Season Greetings to all.
Have a blessed year ahead,
and have fun.

i've been a good girl. Where are my presents?!
6 more days to christmas
12 6 more days to 2008

type-writting sucks.

type-writter is the uncoolest thing ever!
and i've learn to use it today at work
it killed almost all my brain cells.
ARGHS!

MNC company,
and they still have this ugly type witter sitting at the corner of the office
WAH! Super old-school
everything is so manual and noisy,
and its very frustrating that i wanted to rip that damn the machine apart

the person who invented the type writter was a genius at his/her time
but the person who wrote microsoft office program is a saviour!
thank god that he brought the type writting era into history,
praise the lord!

let the countdown begin!

when luck and coincidence are slumped together,
you are in for a big surprise.

was surfing through friendster at work just now (cos' i was bored)
and i decided to search for a guy whom i chatted to during my China trip
and Bingo!!
its on page 16 of my search and it was a random search through the page.
wahaha. hohoho.

its public holis tmr
and i've got no plans yet.
shall be resting at home i guess
and edit some photos from the trip...

6 more days to christmas
12 more days to 2008

hmm.

Surprise surprise surprise
Hady became Asian Idol.

went back to work today.
as usual,
slacking all the way.
x'mas is nearing,
and 2007 is coming to an end.

things aren't rosy this year.
they better be next year

time to finish the last few episodes of Heroes.

always expect the unexpected.

i m BACK!

wohoo!

the tour was ok.
food was so-so
views were scenic.
shopping wasn't great.

will update more at a later date

tired.

after a short hiatus, somehow i've got enlightened.
those long bus journey gave me time to sort things out,
and you aren't everything that i've wanted.
the pain you've brought me,
only made me stronger.

the good things you think of will never happen while the bad one always happen.

i screamed:

F*** YOU!

you are an arse!

damn you!

GRR!

so sick and tired of all these guessing.
miracles don't happen,
and i need to get that into my head.
no point trying, no point fighting for it.

you will regret what you have done.

setbacks after setbacks... non stop.

climbing out from the ditch

i miss him.
very badly,
very suddenly too.
went to work this morning and saw a new batch of enlistees at pasir ris interchange.
somehow, it reminds me of him still in camp.
haha.
(he finished his 24km route march... wohoo!)

got a plane to catch on sunday morning,
i've got a fren bday party
and i feel like meeting him on saturday too.
and i still have not pack my luggage!
gosh!

i don't know how to tell my mum about i screwed up results.
gosh! gosh!

i need to reflect on my life, set my priorities right.
i need to find my DDFH - discipline, determination, faith and hope.
i really need to focus but not stress myself out too much.

failures will only make me stronger and more determined.
who doesn't fail in life,
but what's important is to learn from it and not repeat them again.

yes! i getting those momentum back.
GO ALL THE WAY!
please wish me luck and give me your support!!!
JIA YOU LO!!!

but how do i tell my mum? thats the big problem.
i hate to make her disappointed.

i heard myself scream: "how could this happen to me?!"

results

i screwed everything.
out of 4 paper i onli pass 2
i know its bad... very.
but i did all my best, but somehow something went very wrong.
MAB and HMT, i'll see you again.

i think i should quit school.
feel so demoralised now
it sucks to feel this way.
i am crying inside,
and everything is killing me.

when your world comes crushing down,
and no one is there to stand by you,
there is nothing but darkness and tears.

this year isn't a good one,
and nth is going right these days.
i don't know why,
but all i wish for now
is to have a great new year ahead,
where everything turns out good.

the 3rd envy

wah...
why is everyone suddenly attached huh?
the third one this week,
wah lao...
SIAN lehs.
where is mine?!
WHERE?!

please let eligible guys drop from the sky...

wounded.

being wounded hurts alot,
but having to stitch up your own wounds yourself,
thats the painful part.

Peter Pan Syndrome

hmm... i don't know what to say
but just SIAN ARHS!
life seems so bored and uninteresting.
work... go home... work... go home... (repeat the cycle)
you loose your life when you work,
and become a boring person.

i am scared,
when i graduate,
will my life come to an "end".
i don't want such life.
i don't wanna grow up.
now i know why Eunice said she didn't want to grow up,
i finally understand.

Hais.
as you grow older...
your life becomes less colourful;
the burden that didn't exist, suddenly starts to weigh you down;
things don't seem so simple anymore;
the once beautiful world starts to turn ugly;
you see more of the truth that was once hidden;
you are no longer being completely shield under the protective arms of your parents.

my world is no longer the way it use to be.

Bring me to Neverland.

droppings

hais.
working makes me so depress.
i think its because i am too tired le.
been waking up at friggin' 6am and had to be out of the house by 7.15am
never wake up b4 the sun rises lo.

work today is equally bored
and there is really nothing much to do lehs
apart from some filing, sorting out of things and some data entry...

ate to full for dinner and i am slping early. (been having a bloated tummhy lately)
gonna grow fat.
should start to cut down on dinner,
and prepare to build up resistance to food when i go China in 2 weeks time.
i heard that food in China is oily and fattening cos' its winter there so they need more carb
OH GOSH!
going on a holiday is a very bad idea.

watched channel 8 and rui en was on this show
she is so skinny compared to the past.
oh... envy...
and i like her hair too.

i am so slpy...
so tired.
drained out.

i am thinking about him even more these days.