take control. - 4th oct

i need to take control of everything in my life.
have been losing control over things and i really don't like it.
when i am not in control, i feel so helpless, uneasy and there are lots of unknowns.
i need to set goals and make sure i stick to them,
i need determination. I NEED CONTROL!

control freak? not really.
perfectionist? yes.

mugging period.