My Future

sometimes, people get so busy with their lives that they forgot what they really want.
although i am not busy with anything,
somehow i have lost direction.
i am so unsure of what i really want now.
the future just feels so bleak,
what should i do next, what do i really want, where my future lies?
these questions are running through my head over and over again.
hais.
probably, i am thinking too much.
chuan dao qiao dou, zi ran zhi.
we'll wait and see, pass a day as it is.

if that's the case, so be it. i'll make you understand, threatening will not help you get what you want from me. you'll lose.