TGIF plus new hair style

thank god its friday!
but somehow i m so tired
no programs on tonight
and my mum is surprise i am not going out...
haha...
where got programs when my mum's assume "bf" of mine is in army.
HAHA...
anyway "sister" will be out next friday.
looking forward to it. it will be funny.
oh... i think i am falling sick too.
very tired and lethargic today.

anyway got a new haircut.
is short! i mean real short. no more shoulder length
haha...
only May manage to have a sneak preview of it.
haha... the real reveal will happen next week i think.
i want to see their reactions. but i am excited to see particularly HIS reaction (if he is coming, yet to ask)
i have realise that male hairdressers are more gentle than female ones.
Ha...

i need to shed more weight
never be complacent
hais... but i just ate a ton of food
the scale is gonna go up tomolo morning

ps: i am sorry. i am feigning ignorance to things happening. i am sorry if i gave false hope, although i am trying not too. i don't know how to reject neither do i know how to love any other person other than him. Thank you but i am sorry.