A.R.K - 2nd sept

nothing in particular.
went to Ms Tan's (Mrs Chagng) house
she had her baby. Its a boy!
met Mr Tan there too.
secondary school memories, they are the best.

watched Evan Almighty.
wasn't very good neither was it that bad.
rather meaningful and quite funny.
2 and 1/2 star i would say.
A.R.K = one Act of Random Kindness
oh... the h.k cafe at Marina Square isn't that good. Kovan one is better.

random photos...




new blouse!




fat face


goofy!!


bright ideas.





i feel so damn lost,
with so many thoughts going through my head,
so many stuff unaccomplished,
and so many insecurities and changes around me.

i hate it.
i hate myself when i succumb to temptations,
when i cannot be in control over stuff.
it makes me feel so helpless.

people that i once knew is changing,
she isn't like this in the past.
or was i too naive to notice the real her.

society changes someone.
very true, but the question is: changes for the better or the worse?
i am not sure.

i am counting down to the days, he will be leaving for tekong
11 more days. less than 2 weeks.
its a new beginning for him,
and i will be mine too.
its time that i should really let go and forget.
(i've been saying that for a long time, but its hard)
no one will understand.
he's my bad habit
and habits are hard to break.

ps: i just hope that i am thinking too much.