struggling - 5th sept

i am struggling to stay afloat
stress and worries are drowning me.
exhausted and worn out
with no one to lend a helping hand.
i need to do this alone,
because only i can bring myself to shore.

i am just afraid that
another wave will come crashing down
before i recover from the previous one.

i know i can do it
test and date dues are nothing new.
i can pull through it.

its you that is making me so helpless
fustrated and tired.
can someone tell me what to do.
give up or not? how to give up? how to carry on?

i am gonna get this book soon
its the in book now.