money - 5th oct

i found out that Tangs do carry Fred Perry
and its like freaking expensive!!!
i noe its expensive but to the extend that i could imagine!
a male polo tee would cost me a bomb... like $159!
ehs. i could buy that D&G perfume at taka!
i am so broke now,
somewhere and somehow i need to make more money.!

i am so proud of myself that i did not buy anything. WELL DONE!
need to save more so that i can spend when the holidays are here!!!

been blabbering rubbish with May the whole day while shopping
may says i am too free that i think about stupid things
correction: i am feeling empty.
i need a focus in my life besides school.

and you know what...
i came up with so many things to ask when he's not around
and when i am with him,
i am just so lost of words.
everything that i have been thinking about the whole week,
just sinks into my stomach
and its so hard to vomit them out.
GRR! whats happening??!!
seriously, i need to talk talk talk MORE the next time
yack like i haven been talking for years.
i am serious!

ps: am i worrying too much or is my intuition correct?