down - 7th oct

had one of the most boring weekend ever.
did not go out, other than having dinner with my grandma
just did not have the mood to do anything, or go anywhere.
GRR!
i hate it when i feel so down.
i think i know why, but... nvm
its personal.

gonna lead the most boring life for the next few weeks until all papers are over,
that will be 10nov,
very long way to go. MORE THAN A MTH!
i hate it. but what can i do?

gotta work very hard now,
don't want to regret later.
i want to taste the fruits of my labour - sweet.

ps: i am indeed feeling very lousy. very very lousy. i hate the way i am feeling now. and my life is in a mess. i've got nothing to look forward to everyday. its just blank and emptiness.